Posted by flummoxed1 on Dec 28, 2008 in
christmas,
family,
feelings,
health,
life,
people,
thoughts
Well, Callum is sitting beside me and we’re both on our laptops, on Pet Society – an application on Facebook. Callum is in the ‘Stylists’ store and is clicking the ‘randomise’ button looking at the different styles you can make your Pet look like, some are cute, others are just plain scary. My ‘Orange Pie’ (name of pet) is betting in the Stadium and has won three times on the trot. Now she has bet on ‘Sketchy’ (Callum’s pet) to win a race and wonders if he is going to ruin her stream of good luck! 
I forget I have these smileys… I need to use them more often.
Anyway, today Callum, dad and myself were invited to a nieghbours for a few hours. The family only recently moved to the UK from Europe and they are a lovely family. They are quite a big family and only 2 of them speak good English (the others know bits and pieces) so these two ended up doing the translating for the family. They were showing us their family video and shown us around the house, invited us to stay for lunch but we said we would another time.
I’m tired today, and my cough is still there it’s driving me crazy. I still can’t taste food which is annoying especially as it’s Christmas and there’s all sorts of yummy food around.
Hmm… “Sketchy finished in third place”. Ruining my lucky run. 
Tags: christmas, health, life, people, thoughts
Posted by flummoxed1 on Dec 26, 2008 in
christmas,
feelings,
jobs/careers,
life,
work/careers
Current Mood:
Tired
Wow, what a day… work as stressful and I didn’t stop. Started almost as soon as I started work when I walked in a flat to see a tenant on the floor, not moving or talking. I was concerned but felt a sense of relief when I heard moans and groans and incoherant sounds coming from here. She said she felt sick and was vomiting on the carpet so I asked her if she fell, did she hurt herself/in any pain, did she bang her head and she said no, she just fell. My senior arrived and we had to call in my colleague to help out so there were three of us with her. It was a difficult task getting her up off the floor (she was laying in the most uncomfortable of positions) and onto a bed, we did use an inflatable cushion but she concerned me a lot, looks like she had a possible stroke.
Another tenant is dying, in complete heart failure and there is absolutely nothing we can do for her, and it has upset the staff as well as her fellow nieghbours who know about it (her friends). She is a lovely, lovely lady who has a wonderfully supportive family (unfortunately, it’s not the case with a lot of the others…), she is so weak, this lady knows she is dying, the way she talks and I honestly think people do know when it is ‘their time’. Today my boss spoke to her at length and she will not go into hospital, to be honest I can understand her. This lady knows everyone and they think of us, the staff, as good friends, family, people they know. No one wants to die in hospital on their own and possibily down to one of the numerous infections floating about on the wards… It just makes me so sad, I really, really hope she makes it through to the new year, I think that is what this lady is fighting for.
You feel useless but I think in times like this they just appreciate the company and care, my job is rewarding but at the same time you just cannot help but get attached to the tenants and you do think of them as friends so at times it can be depressing.
There’s quite a few tenants who are ill, between going back and forth to their flats and serving up the Boxing Day 3 course lunch it has been busy… my colleague asked if I wanted to go out tonight but I was so tired I said I’d rather stay in and do nothing. Ha, right. As soon as I got home I was back out at Tescos shopping (food shopping, not ‘January Sales’, they can kiss my ass). Then I cleaned up the living room. Then I cleaned the gerbil cage, and cooked the dinner, set up the new DVD player. Now I’m drinking a glass of wine.
Providing first aid cover tomorrow at the Welsh National, you may see me on the TV
Tags: christmas, red cross, thoughts, work
Posted by flummoxed1 on Dec 25, 2008 in
health,
life,
people,
thoughts
Current Mood:
Crazy
Merry Christmas Everyone!!
Hope you’re all having a good day. =)
I am feeling a lot better today. Thank goodness. I felt so ill last week I can’t put it into words. On Saturday I started panicking because it was almost Christmas and I was nowhere near ready for it, so I dragged myself out of bed and went to town but I was home within 30 minutes. I felt so weird, I couldn’t think properly at all and I just needed to get home and as soon as I did I collapsed onto the sofa. Totally draining. My nose is still blocked one minute, running the next, which is a pain but heck, I can’t complain. My poor boss has it now and is refusing to take time off work (Christmas time and all that) but I am just really hoping I don’t catch it again!!!
Christmas Day has actually gone a lot better than I thought it would. I was finishing off my wrapping last night and realised I have actually bought a lot of presents, it’s no wonder my bank looks like it has taken a battering and when I checked to see if I got paid the other day, it seemed like I hadn’t (I was paid, just I spent so much it didn’t look like it…). Thing is, with Christmas I understand it’s all commercialised these days which, to be honest, I don’t like but then at the same time, I do like treating my friends and family and buying gifts for them… it’s just the effect it has on the bank. Ouch. >_>
Anyway today I was working. I had to dress up as St. Trinians today so there I was in my knee high boots, black skirt, fishnets, shirt, carelessly tied tie and scruffed up hair in bunches. Father Christmas popped by on his way home to drop off some presents for the tenants then we served a 3 course lunch and the boss let us home early. I didn’t bother getting changed, couldn’t be bothered. We looked like a bunch of hookers if the nieghbours wanted to talk, let them, I really couldnt care less! Haha
I was surprised by the presents I got today. I have a new Samsung SGH-G600 and it looks so sexy. Also got 9 pairs of socks (I love socks, so I actually don’t mind getting them for Christmas!), chocolates, wine, cute puppy themed diary/calendar, clothes.
Thing is… it’s not almost 9pm and it makes you think… all this stress and worry is coming to an end. All the headaches and worrying, lack of sleep for ONE DAY IN THE YEAR. It’s crazy. *Sighs* I think I’ll turn to the shopping channels. I watched Bid TV out of curiousity the other night and was shocked at the prices!! One lovely necklace went down from £300 to £50 or something… and there was a globe that went down from £1,100 to £81 :O I need to stop watching or I’ll end up buying and I can’t afford to. >_>
Anyway, Happy Christmas everyone! Have a drink for me, seeing as I’m driving in the morning to work I can’t (and wouldn’t, anyway) take the risk. No doubt there will be plenty of police on patrol in morning randomly stopping people and breathalising them.
Tags: christmas, health, life, people, thought
Posted by flummoxed1 on Nov 30, 2008 in
christmas,
life,
links
Today I was on the early shift and actually got there before the night girl left, it’s strange when I’m on that shift, because firstly I’m not used to it and secondly it’s a Sunday which means a 3 course lunch and thirdly the weekend staff work differently to those in the weekdays, only slightly, but still, routine is routine.
It’s that time of year when my knuckles are red raw (no I haven’t been punching anyone) and my nose is red and sore (no, I haven’t been punched), it’s the weather. It makes my skin crack and it becomes so, so sore. I did have hand cream which I was going to take to work with me this morning. I bought it downstairs and then it just… disappeared. I seriously cannot find it anywhere. Whenever I’m cold it’s my nose that catches it. Like right now, I’m not really cold but my nose is, I fear I may be confused with Rudolf when Christmas gets here. It’s not far away, is it?
30th November already, Christmas is seriously creeping up and it’ll be 1st December tomorrow. The last posting date for International mail is the 5th I think, I need to get onto starting my Christmas cards and getting some presents ready to send off… sighs. I don’t know what’s the worst part of Christmas, writing Christmas cards, buying gifts, wrapping gifts, cooking the Christmas dinner, the Christmas carols, putting up Decorations/the Christmas tree, the commercialisation… actually I dislike it all equally.
Anywayz, a good friend gave me links to two other awesome blogs tonight, Random Acts of Reality and Nee Naw Control.
Tags: christmas, life, links
Posted by flummoxed1 on Nov 22, 2008 in
christmas,
life
Today I was walking through the shopping centre in town and you can really tell Christmas is just around the corner. Santas Grotto was there, Christmas decorations hanging everywhere and Christmas themed music blasting out in the background I felt like screaming. The interior of the shopping centre is white and even that reminded me of Christmas (snow). Walk out of the shopping centre and it’s nothingness, nothing at all is there to make you think it is Christmas. The lights were put on at the weekend but there’s no tree or decorations in the high streets, always used to make the effect. But I think because the city is under ‘refurbishment’ the local council just isn’t bothering, it’s a shame really. I mean, I can’t say I’m a fan of Christmas, but many other people are, especially the children, you’d have thought they’d put up something. Oh, I lie, there is a decoration up somewhere in one of the high streets (can’t remember where) saying Merry Christmas in Welsh, but it wasn’t taken down from last Christmas and I think it’s meant to light up… but it doesn’t. Tacky, huh?
Anyway today I made a start wrapping what presents I have. I haven’t finished yet but it’s a start… I just don’t know what to get people. I like using gift finders on the internet, they are helpful. A site that you may find useful is Firebox. I have ordered a few things off there over the year and the service is great, I highly recommend them.
Tags: christmas, life
Posted by flummoxed1 on Dec 28, 2007 in
christmas,
news,
people
No escaping from the tragedies, even at Christmas:
A LITTLE girl was killed when she rode her quad bike Christmas present into a head-on collision with a Range Rover.
Elizabeth Cooke, seven, was following her father Gary’s car when the Boxing Day tragedy unfolded on a quiet country road.
Elizabeth was taken home after the accident before an ambulance rushed her to Broomfield Hospital in nearby Chelmsford, but was later pronounced dead. No one else was injured.
Last night officers were still investigating the crash which happened less than a mile from the family’s home, Bluebell Farm, on an unlit 60mph lane after dark. A spokesman for the Essex force said it was illegal for a person under the age of 16 to ride a quad bike on a public road.
Read more here: Daily Express
The bike the 7 year old was using is capable of reaching 40mph. Also, most updated news is that the driver of the Range Rover tested negative for drink/drugs and the childs parents are facing criminal charges – good. Ridiculous that they’d allow their kid to ride one of them things, she was only seven years old for crying out loud. I understand they, like any other parent, would want to get their kids expensive, fun gifts but there’s a line to it, and this was over the line. Nevertheless, this story made me feel really sad, for all people involved. RIP Elizabeth, such a shame her life was cut so short at the most magical time of the year. 
Tags: christmas, news, people
Posted by flummoxed1 on Dec 26, 2007 in
christmas,
health
I was going to update last night but when I got home from work I felt so ill I didn’t feel like it. Work was a little boring last night; seeing as it was Christmas day there was a buffet from 5:30pm onwards and the bar was open until 10pm, so we spent 5 hours in the same room and it was pretty quiet as many people went out with relatives etc
I developed a headache at work and when I finished my shift I drove home and felt myself feeling gradually worse. Went to bed at 11pm and woke up numerous times during the night. My mum got me a bath robe which is so warm, I put it on at 3am and slept in it hehe was nice and cosy. This morning, though, my throat is killing me, I keep coughing and I have a blocked nose so I’m dreading work as I can hardly talk hehe
Anyway, I’ll end here. Bye all!
Tags: christmas, health
Posted by flummoxed1 on Dec 25, 2007 in
christmas,
family
Merry Christmas everyone!
Here’s hoping you have a fantastic day! 
Well, Christmas day doesn’t feel like Christmas day for me. Woke up this morning and just didn’t feel like getting out of bed at all, but I dragged myself out, came downstairs and opened presents with my dad. I got some nice gifts, a sat nav, sweets, chocolates, some money, clothes and a few watches (not all from dad – clothes and money from my mum and her family). We have had Christmas dinner (with chicken – not turkey, dad doesn’t like turkey and I’m not fussed). Not in a Christmas mood today, haven’t been in a Christmas mood at all really this year! Got work this afternoon – starting at 4:15pm instead of 3:15pm. I think there’s a buffet tonight, too. Well I’ll end this here. I’ll type up an entry tonight.
Tags: christmas, family
Posted by flummoxed1 on Dec 23, 2007 in
christmas,
family,
people,
thoughts
Sorry, yet another entry about Christmas, just can’t seem to escape from it, can we? Anyway, yesterday I finished off my Christmas shopping. Finished it – hopefully. Walking through town I had ‘Thank God It’s Christmas’ by Queen stuck in my head. The only reason why I am thankful for Christmas is because it’s almost over for another year! I walked past an advert thingy in a shop window and there was a song title by Andy Williams; The Most Wonderful Time of the Year. It used to be, but not anymore.
I think I may have mentioned it in a previous entry, so I’m sorry if I’m repeating, but Christmas is too commercialised and people, especially the younger generation (teens etc), seem to judge Christmas and how good it is by how much money ended up in their pockets and/or the presents they receive, instead of the original concept of Christmas and it being the family time it should be.
Saying that, however, at work the other day some children from one of the local infants schools were holding a little carol service and they were talking about writing to Santa and getting presents and seeing the excitement in their eyes, the smiles and the words coming out of their mouth, reminded me of how much I loved Christmas as a kid. I guess once you realise Santa isn’t real, it kinda crushes Christmas as a kid. 
So, is Christmas the most wonderful time of the year? Well, it depends which way you’re approaching it from and what Christmas means to you. It can be wonderful if:
You’re the Gifts & Gadgets type of person
- Money! Receiving money for Christmas. In your stocking, disguised in boxes wrapped in Christmas paper, falling out of Christmas cards. With money you can buy anything you like! Whether it be clothes, game consoles (or the games), gadgets etc or dare I say it, booze. Especially with all the Christmas & New Years parties happening, money can come in real handy.
- The most expensive/most popular (more often than not – both) games console out there. Perhaps a Nintendo DS as a stocking filler and a PS3 with a few games.
- Don’t forget the laptop with EVERY feature out there. We need to have the best, don’t we? More than decent size hard drive, memory, integrated webcam and TV Tuner, has to be wireless too, of course, and have a graphics card, too. Hey, if the laptop has legs and you just whistle and it comes to you, then that would just top it off. Maybe a Mac or a handheld PC, or an internet tablet. Desktop PCs seem to be “out of fashion” now, from my perspective anyway, but keep in mind I am not the most fashion-eyed person out there, far from it!
- An iPod or another type of Music player, maybe a Creative Zen (personally – I rather these over iPods, see this entry)
- DVDs, box sets, vouchers, books, sat navs.. list is endless!
You’re the party animal
- You’re invited to a party (or multiple parties, even better) that goes on for a whole weekend, or even longer! Unlimited supply of booze, hired DJ (or, if you like DJing, you could DJ)
- You kick out the ‘rents for a night (if you live with them) and host your own party inviting EVERYONE you know. From nieghbours to those living hundreds or thousands of miles away, you’re determined it would be the party of the noughties.
- Drink, drink, drink and wake up without a hangover, takes some doing, but can be achievable. (Not that I’m encouraging drinking!! Personal message to all – know your limits!)
- If you’re the energetic hyper type who dances the night away on the dancefloor without the use of alcohol or drugs, even better! Live the night off coca cola and you remember everything the next day – perfect!
You’re the family person
- Invite all your family around for Christmas day, maybe invite a few of them to stay around your house for a few days if they are travelling from another city/town/country.
- Organise your day and make sure there’s activities such as games to pass the time if you think there will be awkward moments.
- Cook a huge Christmas dinner, turkey and all the trimmings. Everyone sits around the table as you eat and share stories and of course, pulling some crackers. Don’t forget to wear them little Christmas hats!
- Open presents in each others company, kissing and hugging as thank yous.
- Maybe even put on some music, have a dance and/or sing some Christmas carols
You want a quiet Christmas
- Maybe put on a few movies or read some books
- Have a few drinks at home and maybe go out for a walk in the afternoon, late evening.
- Put on some music, maybe Christmas themed or if not in the mood, music of your choice.
- Perhaps phone up a few friends or family so you won’t feel lonely (if you do feel lonely), just to say merry Christmas.
- Go out for a drive to your favourite place (if you haven’t been drinking. Don’t drink at drive)
So, I ask again, will this Christmas be wonderful? Depends what “category” you fall into (although, of course, there may be other issues effecting your Christmas too). As for me, I am between the quiet Christmas and being a family person, both, really, but considering my family is very small and it’s only going to be dad and me this year, it’ll most likely fall under the ‘quiet christmas’ category with a splash of some points in the ‘family person’ category.
Whatever way you’re spending Christmas; on your own, with your family or your friends or even at work, I hope you enjoy it, and stay safe!

Tags: christmas, family, people, thoughts
Posted by flummoxed1 on Dec 19, 2007 in
christmas,
pets
I tried to finish off my Christmas shopping this afternoon. I always buy my dog a present or two at Christmas and now I own two hamsters too I am buying for them as well.
This afternoon I bought a new dogs bed, I am also going to get him a Christmas stocking. As for the hamsters I have bought them two Fruit & Veg Salad sticks, and tomorrow (hopefully) I am going to ‘Pets at Home’ and buy them a toy to put into their cage.
I also wrap up the presents. I doubt I’ll wrap up the bed, though! It’s too big, I’ll just hide it until Christmas Day.
Tags: christmas, pets